"Trust."
This is an initiation I have been made to face again and again as an entrepreneur whose creativity often leads to pivots and structural shifts. Not easy to do when there are bills to pay, mouths to feed, expectations.
When the nervous system and brain hit the alarm button because they will do anything in their power to prevent you from deviating from the known, even if the known no longer fulfils and drains the soul.
When you don't know where money is going to come from, when you don't know if you can replicate results month after month, panic is normal. And this can lead to numbing to avoid facing the discomfort. Numbing through food, sugar, alcohol, drugs, sex, to-do lists. Ask me how I know.
Thankfully, I have been through this initiation enough times to learn how to navigate these periods of creative uncertainty — and this workshop is a transmission of this lived-in experience. It is about helping you find the frequency of trust and surrender when there is no evidence or proof that it will work. It would be an honour to guide you through.
x Cat Howell